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i'd rather dance than talk with you.

you are going to ask: and where are the lilacs? and the poppy-petalled metaphysics? and the rain repeatedly spattering its words and drilling them full of apertures and birds?

i'll tell you all the news.
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[  11/18/2004
11:36am
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let's just call this a birthday present to myself.
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[  11/16/2004
12:40pm
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i had a fucking 10:30 class today and i slept through my alarm until ten. FUCKING ASSSDALSKJDAKSd

whatever. i don't give a shit.

i need to go take a shower in a few minutes and put clothes on and make it look like i went to school so i don't get bitched at by the parental units.

in really really good news, caitling and i busted ass all weekend to come up with 65 dollars each for a greyhound...AND WE DID IT. i sold cd's, i sold clothes to dechoes, i had a yard sale, i sold concert tickets...and now we have two round trip tickets to tallahassee to see some of the best people in the world. i'm soooo excited, it's going to be a super adventure. we're bringing the video camera so we can make a documentary. just goes to show, you don't need a fucking car to be a normal person. there's always an option. EXCITED

and then next week is thanksgiving. and the week after that is my birthday! (btw, happy birthday elyse, and thanks again for dinner on friday!!!)

anyway, yeah, better stuff to do.
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[  11/14/2004
9:40pm
]
i'm selling a killers ticket for the 11/22 at house of blues. i paid 13 dollars for it, but i need to get rid of it so i'm letting it go for ten bucks. if anyone is interested, let me know.

EDIT: sold.
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[  11/13/2004
4:44pm
]
oh, btw:

all of you losers who go to valencia should make my life easier and get your shit together and transfer to UCF for the spring. you're almost guaranteed to get in, so just come to school with me!
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[  11/13/2004
12:15pm
]
i am the most resourceful person ever.

i had an awesome time last night with my friends. i even made up with chet, wtf?!?! he's the best shit talking partner ever. and lo mein tastes waayyyy better the day after. don't worry megan, it wasn't spoiled!!!

my life is so much more fun now.
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[  11/12/2004
12:23am
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THIS SONG IS SOO GOOD I WOULD TOTALLY LET ME DO IT IN THE ASS
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sleeping in is fun. [  11/11/2004
12:36pm
]
[ mood | content ]

i'm selling a killers ticket. if you don' thave a ticket yet, buy it from me.

i'm going to have pizza rolls for breakfast, just because i can.

the best part about this whole situation is the increase in home time. i really miss my family. no family is a substitute for mine, i've come to realize. the only bad part about this whole situation (besides the actual situation) is that i have a big, stress induced pimple right in the middle of my forehead. grooooooss!

had a really productive day at school yesterday, complete with fries and frosty. true walked by me in the student union and gave me the funniest smile. he looked like a mass murderer. he has more pimples since the last time we actually looked at each other, but i don't know if they're stress induced or not. probably not. i studied for finite math (instead of GOING to finite math) with keri. she's a suuuuper chill girl. people kept coming up and interrupting us to talk to me, though. i'm sure she hated it but hey, it made me feel popular. shouts out to ronnie john and anita.

special shout out to anita: i really hope you're ok. i know things are going to get better for you. you totally have my phone number if you need to talk, or just chill. i will ride the shuttle to your apt any day! besides, we both need a little support right now! <333333, girl.

i'm still trying to decided whether to go out to colonial promenade today and start looking for a job. now that i think about it, it's probably a task more suited for tomorrow, when i have the money to get a white chocolate mocha. sweet baby jesus, those are good.

my birthday is in....NINETEEN DAYS! this is an amazing development. i think, if the weather cooperates, i want to have a pick-a-nick for my birthday, on the 26th. (most) food to be provided by me. if you're on this friends list, you're invited, though i hope not all of you show up. more info laterzzzzz

ps. if you're looking for birthday presents for me, show tickets always work. my most coveted ticket right now is northstar and say anything at the end of the month. let's get this birthday retarded!

ok, pizza rolls. love most of you.

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[  11/10/2004
11:39am
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i'd rather dance with you than talk with you.
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[  11/09/2004
1:48pm
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i think i have consumption. it's horrid.

still a little pissed about 50 dollars going to waste. i could almost taste those 50 dollars. and now i have 3. sigh.

i'm slowly starting to make new friends at UCF, and it feels really good. i was never meant to be a loner.

does anyone have a copy of heart of darkness they don't need? i'm not buying that stupid book.
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lastly [  11/07/2004
10:53pm
]
what do you think would happen if i never washed my hair again? i'm experimenting starting now.

also, i've come to terms with the fact that my thighs will always touch. it's cool. i just wish other people i know would. it's really not worth the trouble.
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[  11/07/2004
9:40pm
]
i can't believe people are still mad at me for my election rant...

Suicide suspected at WTC site

...at least i didn't kill myself.
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[  11/07/2004
8:20pm
]
also, it's amazing how much your brain can store and recall at random. i'm singing, without a single mistake, j-rock lyrics i've haven't thought about in 4 years. it's so weird.
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[  11/07/2004
8:13pm
]
"what motherfucker.
we roll two deep in my honda.
this road is really narrow and i'm really scared
that i might lose track and run over a bear!"
-caitlin elizabeth whiting, before we ran over roadkill and shit our pants

it's reaaaallly cold in this room.

spent the day with cait and matt again, and that's always nice. i feel bad my scheduling has impeded getting a really important thing done, but i know it will work itself out in the end. i think i needed a weekend like this to decompress anyhow. i don't have to be at school until 10 tomorrow and it's so nice.

i really hope someone buys those damn tickets. if i have just wasted 50 dollars i'll be so pissed.

the mall today was amazing. it's almost christmas time! there's only one thing better than christmas, and it's my BIRTHDAYYYY. and that's in 23 days. anyway, there were pretty decorations every where and happiness abound.

being on the computer gives me a stomachache. too much hurt for no reason at all. call me.
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[  11/07/2004
6:50pm
]
is anyone looking for tickets to the my chemical romance/story of the year concert tomorrow night @hard rock live? i have two tickets i need to get rid of fast. i paid 22.50 for each ticket, so i'm looking for $45-50 for both, for $20-25 for one, obo. i know it's last minute but if any of you would like to go, call me at 4075794774 or email me at metrotextual@gmail.com.
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you're sure the waves still make spray at the old sea wall [  11/06/2004
6:59pm
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last night i saw a rocket at justin's house. i DISCOVERED it, actually. that makes me a star.

getting ready to go out with the catizzle for dinner-- should be hot times. or something. my legs are shaved, at least.

someone remind me to email my professor about my exam before monday morning.

also, someone remind me to look for a job on monday, too. time to hit the pavement! for serious, too, i aint got no car. yes, that's the next project after getting a job, i promise.

still waiting to see if i'm going to need to sell those my chemical romance tickets.

justin and i have come to the conclusion that we like vhs or beta, so you should check them out if you like scene kids playing rick astley covers with a little bit of p-funk thrown in. it makes me shake my hips!

also-- the album leaf is boring.
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[  11/05/2004
7:08pm
]
a testament to having the coolest dad ever: 

he's on the phone with a guy from his band, and he totally just said "dude, when you hear the new stuff, your nipples are going to get hard, and you're going to get wet. it's that good."

BEST. DAD. EVARRRRRRR.
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[  11/05/2004
6:12pm
]
i just had another white chocolate mocha. i feel like i might die. is this what being on cocaine is like?
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[  11/05/2004
9:50am
]
[ mood | boop boop boop ]

today i woke up late, missing my first essay exam at 8:30. to calm myself down, i blew $3.51 on a white chocolate mocha, and i refuse to admit to myself that it was really just coffee with a looot of milk and a loooot of sugar. it calmed my nerves though. this of course, is the class led by the 80 year old man with a stutter and a hump, and he's just darling, so chances are i can make it up if i plead "flu shot shortage!" on him. i wish i had educational morals.

i have another test in about an hour. i know half the chapter down pat. the other half is a mystery to me because i said 'fuck you!' to that class about two weeks ago and stopped going. but i have confidence. after all, it's friday.

this weekend will (hopefully, god willing) be a calm one. i am thinking about going to the grocery store later and buying the ingredients for a shepard's pie, because it's chilly outside (yeah, chilly. i'm wearing a sweater. shut the hell up.) and comfort food seems like the most obvious thing to eat. i guess i just feel like boarding the carb train to fat town. mmmmmm. toot toot.

everyone thinks i'm a huge bitch now. which i think is hilarious because come on guys, is there a nicer person than me? i couldn't hate anyone if i tried. in fact, as a testament to my not hating anyone, i'm going to talk to true lawton at my math test in a half hour and tell him that i would like to start being civil again. i can't speak for my (maybe) best friend, but i'm dooone with grudges. oh wait, he's a republican. scratch that idea. no, no. i promise. i will be nice from now on.

halloween pudding.

so there's this hippie girl that rides the same bus route as me, and i think i'm in love with her. she's black and has this amazing afro she always ties up in a headband, and she wears funky home made clothes and doesn't shave her armpits. she has this amazing latino hippie boyfriend/husband and this adorable little mulatto hippie baby girl. did i mention she doesn't shave her armpits? i am just overly fascinated like that. the best part? she doesn't smell at all. the hair under her arms is actually kind of cute. the point of this paragraph is that, being a slave to public transportation (i'm not complaining, i love it), i run into the most interesting people. don't you get tired of seeing the same 18-21 year olds every day? i get to talk to different people every day of my life. for instance, the best person i've ever run into on the bus was a post-op transsexual. forgive me if i have the terminology wrong. a man, who is now a woman. anyhow, she works at a doctor's office as a receptionist. she's really pretty, too. i feel bad for her though-- i know she's scared. one day a cadre of inner-city youths rowdily boarded the bus and she was visibly shaken. she buried her head in her handbag, pretending to be really interested in her hand lotion. she didn't look up until the kids had gone all the way to the back of the bus. i am so in love with that post-op transsexual.

i know, i'm in love with everybody, right? i must have the weirdest tastes. no, i'm not gay, or romantically interested in sex-change patients. do any of you believe in love at first sight? it's kind of like that. i see people every day that i am fascinated by. i get sad when they get off the bus, or when i have to get off first. i am happy when they walk past me and we smile at each other. i don't ever speak to these people, but i love them. it's not really something i can explain in words.

btw, if you are looking for a date, i do NOT recommend public transpo. stick to ibar, kids.

and now a question for you: who are the top five men or women you would drop everything and marry in a second?

here are mine:
1. jude law.
2. kate bush.
3. lazaro what's his face from proenza schouler
4. owen wilson
5. jennifer connolley. we would have the most beautiful children. they would have perfect eyebrows, just like their mothers.

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my parents were right about that superiority complex, though. [  11/04/2004
10:33pm
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ew. no matter what i always finish second.

i think it may be time to go solo. and delete my myspace, too.


i'm really going to work on NOT writing things i don't mean a hundred percent.

what a shithead i am sometimes.
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[  11/04/2004
1:47pm
]
everyone on my AIM is taking a shower at exactly the same time. weeeeeird.

oh, i wish i didn't have two tests tomorrow. i could go out tonight.

still can't decide if i'm hungry or not.
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